I'll always say sorry for the mistakes that you've made
I'll take you back a hundred times I know you'll just stay the same
I guess I'm a masochist, you could say I like pain
It's the only thing that feels real, so I'll always take the blame

I miss being afraid of bridges falling under me
And I know what it's like because it's happening currently
My own bridge of all my fears and my securities
One day I'll open my wings and I'll be free

I'll turn off the phone and disappear for a while
It takes a leap of faith to make you smile
It's not that I don't like you, I just want to be alone
Woahhh, the thoughts in my mind make it hard for me to feel at home

I miss being afraid of bridges falling under me
And I know what it's like because it's happening currently
My own bridge of all my fears and my securities
One day I'll open my wings and I'll be free

I miss it when I was a kid
Mornings were the most gorgeous thing
And I had dreams of growing up
But when you do, you need to stop
And bad things happen to good people
And it's not fair

I miss being afraid of bridges falling under me
And I know what it's like, and I know what it's like because

I miss being afraid of bridges falling under me
And I know what it's like because it's happening currently
My own bridge of all my fears and my securities
One day I'll open my wings and I'll be free
And I'll be free

I am out of my damn mind and I won't love the same anymore
Separation anxiety is in full control of me
A lover making Gatsby proud, in the news its Jane Doe
Tears on my poetry and no where to go
I am strong and I'll push through
Who let it out? Who told the lies? Who set fire to Paradise
Stand by as we say our last goodbyes
I'll lay you to rest, I'll let you go
It's a mad love that tore us apart